Monday, April 26, 2010

From My Finger Tips

So many things run thru my head, so many random thoughts. Some past, some present, some future concerns or wonders. All buzzing in an unorginized manner. I wish I could shut the world down for a day and regroup myself before I become beyond over whelmed. It erks me, that we, people as a whole waste so much of this precious time we have stressing. It makes me feel that these lives we all live are pointless. Why do I do all of this, why do I worry, why do I struggle, for satisfaction in the end maybe? This is possible, but inevitable it all ends and all the stress and self success means nothing, because your six feet underground, or a pile of ashes. From the life I have thus far experienced and what I have observed, people are always chained up, obligated to something that just drains them and puts weight on them and stress. It seems like life hands you a ball and chain when you reach life after innocents. Sometimes I want to run away, get away from these locks and live, get away from this drowning feeling, and live free, lift that emense weight off my tired shoulders. But thats naive thinking, maybe I'll just close my eyes and let it fall apart and wait for the pain to run its course........

Everybody copes with stress different many cope with it the wrong way. Whats your philisophical out look on stress, how do you feel about all the stress you have, is it worth it, even if the goal is only sort lived, because the reality is time is limited.